#437

Hai blogos. Long silent meaning I'm busy. I guess this week was the most budak-praktikal-memang-budak-yang-selalu-kena-buli-and-ofcoursela-kuli-batak condition.


Shall I give up now?






Deep inside, I wanna cry. Like seriously. ;(

#436

January had gone just like that. Internship left about 10 weeks more. Lab works have been doubled. Contamination here and there. That's what you have to deal when you are involving yourself in molecular biology works. Reports, zero words. Logbook, just submit to SV this afternoon.

What else, hmmmmmm.
I guess I'm not good when come on the adaptation at a new place surrounds by all new faces. 6 weeks here and I'm still in adaptation mode, not yet hibernation mode. Kiddinggg! Back to reality, I'm sorry lab mates if I ever failed to communicate or respond to you guys in a proper way. I promised to learn and fix those skills. I enjoyed doing my lab works even there is a time when I can felt the stressfulness of unsuccessful experiment. Repetition is one thing, the allocation of time on specific tasks was like whattttttt. But then, I'm just assisting people on their grant project. I learn to follow the right pace in order to finished the task given. Believe me, I have try my best. And I will keep doing it for the rest weeks left. Hehehe. I planned a bit about the future but nothing guaranteed as human can plan anything but Allah will decide what is the best for us. InsyaAllah. I'll just keep on praying and doa.



The word FUTURE itself really scares me. Like seriously.

#435

Still stress and already gave up.



;)

#434

Aku lari utara kau lari selatan. Aku pergi timur kau pergi barat. Kita fair and square sekarang kan. Tapi sampai bila, hati? Minda dah tanak dah! Penat la macam ni. Tak payah nak baling macam macam lepastu sorok tangan tanak mengaku apa apa.


Sakit hati tak payah cakap la.

#433

I am getting bored with my daily routine life. Yepp. Like seriously.



Weekdays : Punch card + Kerja kerja lab yang simple + Reading journal + Lunch + Mingle with staffs and students + Punch card.

Weekends : Tgk TV sampai lebam + Tido.


In between that, I wasted a lot of my time. I don't really care actually. But I do spend my quality time with Mama like A LOT. Seriously. You guys know what, bored is an issue but somehow I really loves this boredom. Bila lagi kau nak goyang kaki tengok orang lain susah payah buat lab FYP at the mean time, kau gelak gelak banyak daripada buat kerja lab. Dah nama pun praktikal. Gaahhhhh.

And what else, hmmmmm.
I'm on a long-learning process to be a heartless-i-don't-care-what-are-you-saying-about person. Can someone teach me how?

The goal of any surgery is total recovery - to come out better than you were before. Some patients heal quickly and feel immediate relief. For others the healing happens gradually, and it's not until months or even years later that you realize you don't hurt anymore. So the challenge after any surgery is to be patient. But if you can make it through the first weeks and months, if you believe that healing is possible, then you can get your life back. But that's a big if. (Meredith Grey) Quoted from http://mehatelife.blogspot.com/


Ok dah nak dekat 430ptg. Ok bai.